u sak

remember when we first talked?

you asked me did i fake my happiness?

you just tear down the persona I tried to built

I wanted to look cool but you saw right through me

and then you started asking if I'd had someone in mind

I said I do, but I meant it was you

You didn't took me seriously

And said you'd got a crush

and she was there between us

I didn't know it was me.

our friendship didn't last long

soon enough we started doing things we shouldn't be doing

catching feelings.

you were obsessed with my obsession

and i was a captive in your prison of affection

don't act like you don't know what you were doing to me

you knew what i needed and you gave it away

well i guess I'm not easy to get along with

I told you I had scars, and I kept coming in with a new one

I understand if you're tired of it.

but I hoped you were honest.

tell me that you didn't want to see those scars again

then I would never show you this part of me 

instead you chose to pretend

acting like you would heal those scars

making me feel loved, noticed, understood.

never thought it was all a lie.

how could it be?

it felt so good.

the songs we sang, was it never meant anything to you?

and here I am stressing over the lyrics of our anthem

how was I supposed to recover from that?

you gave me the strongest drug just to snatch it away

I wanted to stay beside you

but I'm not ready to let myself be drugged in another way

so let it end

I'll come clean

I won't be desperately seeking your attention

Not that I don't need it

I just want to get over it.